How does a girl like myself who has yet to recognize where her interests and strengths lie, begin to tackle posting creative writing in a public forum when her previous efforts have failed? I suspect it will have to stem from dismissing the notion that what others think matters. Unfortunately for me, this takes a complete personal paradigm shift. Daunting. The catch is that in the end I believe I will ultimately look in the direction of the same people I am trying to pay no mind to, to provide me with feedback.
The most significant problem I foresee myself facing in this project is not the comments/criticisms from others, but rather the struggle with myself to stimulate creativity on a regular basis and produce interesting and meaningful works. I think it comes down to me discovering, and then actively embracing, what inspires me. Also daunting. After 22 years, you would think I would have a faint idea. Nature, music, art, successful people, a quote. No, no, no, no, and no. The only thing that I find "inspires" me, is pressure. Unhealthy? Maybe. Works? You better believe it.
The lesson: What I have learned here tonight is that I must encourage myself to set firm goals, reach said goals, and then reward myself accordingly.
The goal: I will write again before the work week is through.
The reward: bragging rights. haha.
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